The beginning of a light at the end of the tunnel

Is what I see... I am able to see a light especially now that I have created my final schedule for college. Next semester is my last and I am ecstatic!!! It has been a tough long road but I can taste the end. I am so thankful to my husband and girls for helping me get through this.

I am back to this

I just feel like I need to come back to blogging but I don't feel the family blog is appropriate for my journalist needs right now. I just am thankful for so much and sometimes a bit frustrated with life and need to vent. Today I sit in the hospital with my oldest daughter whose trial is epilepsy. We are going through some testing with her to determine what the next step in her treatment is. She is so strong and such an amazing girl. Last night was the first time she has ever complained after being her for 4 days confined to a hospital room attached to many probes and an IV in her arm. She is an example of strength to me. With this trial comes a bit of a social retardation and because of that does not have a lot of friends. She is bullied at school and church and that makes me extremely sad. My hope for her is someday to find good friends and success in all that she does. When we go to the park I find myself praying that people will play with her and that she will have fun. My sweet Camrynn has the temper of my dad and the opinion of her fathers. She is very stubborn like her father and they are constantly butting heads and egging eachother on. She is my gray hair producer. She is fun and out going and likes to talk. She is the boss and she wants the world to know it. Camrynn has felt so unloved this week as most of our attention is focused on her sister. We did bring her to the hospital the second day and made her sit in the room with us from 9am till close to 9pm and let her experience how fun this was. I hope to spend some quality time with her tomorrow or when we get back to St. George. Life is good I should not complain.